November 3, 2009
On Halloween I found myself without any costume to speak of. My son’s football uniform caught my eye, so I threw it on before breezing out the door for trick-or-treating.
After extracting loads of candy from neighborhood store owners and residents, we stopped into a pub for beer and food.
My husband put his hand on my leg and flashed a playful smile at me. I leaned in to kiss him and we made out for a minute. When I came up for a breath I asked him, “How does it feel to make out with a linebacker?” He said the weird part about it was that I smelled sweaty, like my son. Then he stopped making out with me.
I felt a flash of something erotic when I teasingly asked him that question. Should I explore more gay male porn?
A friend of a friend of mine is a woman and a mom who writes gay male porn. Apparently, she has fans. I think I am going to look into her writing. Maybe I should check out some gay male porn myself…….
October 29, 2009
Welcome to my blog. I am a housewife and mother of two. I am forty one years old. I have been married to my husband for five years, we’ve been together for ten.
Recently I have begun to notice that my libido is waning. I rarely feel like having sex. When we do start going at it, my mind starts to wander to boring images like grocery shopping and cooking and setting up teacher’s conferences. My tried-and-true sexual fantasies don’t make me horny anymore, either having become played out or not being strong enough to rouse a dying lust from near-death. I have not been enterprising or motivated enough to seek new fantasies.
I am becoming neutered by domestic life and possibly by low testosterone levels.
This blog is my attempt to re-introduce sex and sensuality to my consciousness. I want to explore sexuality in its many aspects. I am a pagan and a devotee of Aphrodite. I respect sex as being sacred. Sex is worth thinking about, writing about, persuing, and doing. I will not give up wonderful orgasmic sex! I will not go quietly into the night!
Let the fun begin…..