Archive for October, 2009

The Search for My Missing Libido

October 29, 2009

Welcome to my blog. I am a housewife and mother of two. I am forty one years old. I have been married to my husband for five years, we’ve been together for ten.


Recently I have begun to notice that my libido is waning. I rarely feel like having sex. When we do start going at it, my mind starts to wander to boring images like grocery shopping and cooking and setting up teacher’s conferences. My tried-and-true sexual fantasies don’t make me horny anymore, either having become played out or not being strong enough to rouse a dying lust from near-death. I have not been enterprising or motivated enough to seek new fantasies.


I am becoming neutered by domestic life and possibly by low testosterone levels.


This blog is my attempt to re-introduce sex and sensuality to my consciousness. I want to explore sexuality in its many aspects. I am a pagan and a devotee of Aphrodite. I respect sex as being sacred. Sex is worth thinking about, writing about, persuing, and doing. I will not give up wonderful orgasmic sex! I will not go quietly into the night!


Let the fun begin…..